The Last 24 Hours

In 4 hours I will be 18. I can finally walk into that little convience store and buy all the cigarettes in there. Too bad that I don't smoke any more. ::sheepish grin::

Okay, I have something important to say here. Marcy was home for a little while today. She's so emotionally fucked in the head, she doesn't know when my birthday is. So if you've gotten any emails from "buffysashay@aol.com", please just delete it. I couldn't watch her all the time here. Ever notice that Jana's never online when Marcy's locked up in the mental assylum?

Rising Problems

Over a week ago, I sent an email to Jana. She never answered it. This just proves my point: She and Marcy were the same person. Marcy was locked away for the next six months. This is sad, depressing, and sickening. How can someone do something like this? She's already confessed it to her therapist that she was Jana all this time. She claimed that she did it to feel "closer" to James, and me. She tricked us for longer then probably any other hoax online has tricked anyone else. And it was more pointless then the others. If she wanted to be our friend again, all that she had to do was stop trying to sabatoge Jade's life. We all care deeply about Jade. She's friendly, warm, and nice. Everything that Marcy's not. If she had gone about this in a different way, and not pulled this off for so long, people might be more forgiving. Now, she's not going to be here to see Samantha's (Yes, I went downtown today and changed the baby's name. I don't want anything around to remind me of Marcy's games) first birthday. I wonder how "worth it" her hoax was now? Instead of getting closer to us, we all dislike her even more. Something good did come out of this all: Since there's no Jana (in real life), Sean and I are friends again. Funny how he knew that there was something suspicious about Jana from the beginning, and people who cared about Jana the most were the ones who were hurt the most.

Speaking of Sean, I'm off to go see what he's up to now.

Just Another Idio-net

This was in my inbox (the Netscape one that I'm closing out today, or something) when I checked my mail today:

Wed, 13 Mar 2002 13:16:15 -0500
From:   nin_spaz@hotmail.com
To:   corriganwp@netscape.net « Previous  |  Next »  
 
you spelt corgan wrong
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I want everyone who is coming to this weblog, reading this entry, right now, to go and read through my archives. Tell me what you come up with. I can wait.

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Done? Okay, here's what you should have come up with: A 17 year old boy, living with his older sister, in Tulsa, OK, suffering from leukemia, a father with a 10-month old baby, and a general sarcastic asshole. Now, other then my gender, how much else do I have in common with Billy Corgan? How many times have I mentioned in my archives that I am Billy Corgan? Wouldn't it be nice if people who came online to make accusations actually read the site before they made the accusations? Damn. No wonder James is on so much mental medication. The Idiot Internet people caused it! Why do I think that KatyAction is to blame for this because of the nice stickers that I made for her? Every time that she gets stalking one or all of our sites, something ridiculous like this breaks out on the web. FYI: Billy is just my net name. It's not my real name. I do that to keep the hate groups, the stalker psychos, and the people with multiple personalities from actually tracking me down. I know I say a lot of things on here that are majorly pissing people off. Wundy and I are alike that way, and also in the are we alike that we don't go by our real first names. Granted, since I've given out a lot of information about myself on the web, and anyone who looked hard enough could track me down in Tulsa, I decided to go under a different name. That way, people would have all the right info on me, but pass me by in real life, because they'd be looking for someone by the name of Billy. Yes, people are really that stupid. Especially the ones who search endlessly day and night, hound people's sites, all looking for a girl who's not online anymore, or posting her pictures online anymore, so that they can steal the girl's pictures. Those make the stupid ones like NIN here look smart.

Stick It To Me, Baby!

I made some support/statement stickers tonight, mostly about Jade and the stalker situation. Please feel free to steal them, upload them onto your own server, etc. Some are links, so please keep that in mind. Jade and all of us would appreciate it, if you put at least two of these on your weblogs. Especially if you loved and miss her site.











Oh, and please, put this one on your site, if you'd like Jade to come back to the weblogging world:


Now I have to get my ass to bed!!

Confirmations

The house in Alabama looked desserted. Or abandoned. Whatever you chose to use here. The point? It looked like no one had lived there for many months, if not over a year. The grass was high in the yard, and there was a boarded up window on the side of the place. Plus, after looking in one of the windows, I seen that there was no furniture in the place. This tells me a tale or two or three. Tomorrow I'm going to Mental Health Association of Oklahoma, and get Marcy put somewhere in there. She needs help. Decieving people like this isn't normal. And I'm not going to have a freak running around loose here. I hate that I have to break the news to James and Jade and several other people now, but that's just something that I have to do. It's not going to be pleasant, it's not going to be pretty, but it has to be done. I think I seen some charred wooden crosses in the back yard of that house, too.