Can It Get Any Better????

I came home from working on a project today to find a pink notice on the door. From the Tulsa Animal Control. It said that my dog had jumped the fence and was injured. She'd gotten over the fence once, and Dave and I had gotten her into the yard, but we were gone for four hours. She tried to get over the fence again, and I guess that one of the neighbors called the animal control center. She was taken to the vet and got her foot stitched up. Dave's been giving me a hard time, threatening me, and everything, because the dog isn't liscensed. She hasn't had any of her shots this year. She's totally illegal. And Dave hasn't been working. Well that's not my fault!!! I hate my life right now. No, wait, that's not true. I hate life and living in general. Why is December being ruined?


She's my dog. I can't help it that I don't have the money to get her back. I've worked ever sice Jade... Well.... And Dave's taken all my money!!


All I want for Christmas is my baby girl back. I've had her a little over a year. Please come home, Iha. I love you. I miss you.

Just An Update

I can't believe that Christmas is in five days. Unreal. It seems like I was just celebrating Christmas... When I was still in denial, of course. I'm not in denial anymore. I know I'm sick. I know there's nothing that can be done for me, short of a miracle. Still, it's Christmastime. Miracles always happen around Christmas, right? Maybe I'll get a good blood test tomorrow. And I do believe in miracles.

Speaking of Christmas, I seemed to have pulled out of this rut of tears and made out a Christmas card and sent it to Jana. She deserves something nice. And I thought I seen Darren making her out a new card. One without all the gold letters. That was so stupid. Darren and James fighting over a silly Christmas card, who upstaged who, and then neither of them were going to send Jana a card. I'm glad that I'm different and have better things to do. Such as scan people's weblogs for any little thing about me. And here's what I found:

:"Billy O'Dowd is far too fucking dramatic."

Of course you know, this means WAR!!!! :D

Busy

Damn. I've been so busy this week, that I haven't had the time to do anything, really. I've had to do all the things that Jade usually does, and then my own chores. I also have to take care of all the babies now, all the pets, and work. I'm so tired right now that I'm not even going to make my bed. You heard me right. I'm going to sleep on dirty sheets tonight. And I might sleep on them again tomorrow night too!!