Thursday, November 15, 2001

The Death


I have no proof of this at all, it's just something that I was told by someone whose resources are less than great. I heard that Jana died of undiagnosed, untreated cancer last night around 9 PM. I think I was sitting, waiting for the phone then. I know I was out by 11, but still....

I'm sorry if this is true, cancer's a bad way to die.

Tuesday, November 13, 2001

Looks Like It To Me


I let the retards online think that it was me on AIM tonight pretending to be Jana. Boy are they going to be in for a surprise when they find out that it wasn't. I think it was really her. Besides, who in their right mind tells a dying person to committ suicide??? You know why she told Jade this? Because Jade told her the truth, just like I did. Jade simply told her that her radical diets gave her gallbladder disease. She needs surgery. So she gets mad at Jade for not saying that pain was the result of being the world's most beautiful person or something, and told her that she needed to committ suicide, that no one wanted her here anyway. I told her the truth about Robin, that there's no such person. How did she react? She's mad all over again.

Why are people like that? I know the truth hurts, but shit, this is ridiculous. Well, I guess it's a good idea for me to try that email tactics again. What could it hurt? James found some other things that suggests that someone's made email addresses almost identical to Jana's, but there's no tell what those are, because he won't say. She's fucked with his mind too. Which is sad.

Sunday, November 11, 2001

Tell Me


Can you tell that we all got lives all of a sudden? I sure as hell can. All the posts here are getting less and less frequent. But I promise to update my weblog everyday for the rest of the month. I have to. Darren asked both me and Natalie to post his vitals every day that he's in the hospital. I wasn't able to sign on at all yesterday or I would have posted then. What am I lying for? Of course I signed on yesterday! Are you stupid or what??!! There's rarely a time when I'm NOT online. Mostly because I'm sick. But.....

Daniel confessed something today. I'm not going to post it here, because that would ruin the surprise. I want Jana to open her mail. I want her to read it there. I want her to do that for shock-value only. Not that I'm in bastard-mode or anything.