Finally Able

The pain is starting to stop in my wrist. I guess this means that I'm getting better? Damn, I hope so. It's nearly four, and I still have to fix Jade's shelf, and replace all the stuff that broke. Including her Zip Drive. Well, sitting here online, blabbing about it isn't going to get it done.

A Bad Day or What?

I'm going to say this up front: I am not helping Jana with anything ever again for the rest of my life. Maybe even longer. Everytime that I try to help her, I end up in worse shape than I did before I started to help her. So here's what happened today. I seen a video cassette on the top shelf in Jade and Dave's room. The shelf was #8 above the desk. No problem, right? Just climb up on the desk and get it, right? I'm tall, I should be able to reach it. Well, there was a problem. I couldn't reach it standing on the desk, so I climbed up to the shelf above the desk, and started to pull the tape down when the shelf broke in two, and I was thrown to the floor. Now, under normal circumstances, a fall like that wouldn't have hurt me. But today? After being beat up Monday and my ribs already hurt? Let me put it this way: I was in sering pain laying there on the floor, trying to recover from the fall.

The ironic thing? I have the tape, but once again, I'm too pissed off to care. I'm still in a lot of pain.

Believe

Here's the situation of today:
James wanted Jana to hear one of his "masterpieces".
But Jana's not speaking to James, because of some stupid bitch, which I tried to prove yesterday, but failed miserably.
So, I have to do the talking for them:

Close your eyes until the sunlight dies
in your head a thousand stars
thru the darkness you can see a light
and if they steal your life your heart is still mine

i want to believe in you
and i heard you
your song you sing a truth there's no other
i want to belive in you dear
on sunday

theres a life i hide
well, i tried to disguise
and i can take you a million miles away

i want to belive in you and i heard you
your song you sing a truth there's no other
i want to belive in you dear
on sunday

i made amends
for all my mistakes
may god speed be with you

i want to belive in you and i heard you
your song you sing a truth
a lover
i want to belive in you and i heard you...

The Final Straw

If Sadikii's as stupid as several of my other friends, she's going to freak out over this post. But you know what? I don't care. She had no right to write that stupid weblog entry about me. After what happened Friday with my dad and his stupid lie about my mom, I decided that I was going to try to be a little bit better than usual, and I tried to get some information for Jana. I was caught and jailed of course, because I was hurrying, and I didn't cover my tracks very good. And yes, I did tell my dad this, and he got mad, and we got into a fight, but I don't think I told Sadi that it was okay to write about it. I know that my dad reads her weblog. It should make him very happy.

Okay, I'm too pissed to write any more today.

Why I Rock

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