Day 2

I know that I'm supposed to be resting while I'm in here, but when James emailed me to tell me that someone had hacked everyone's AOL accounts last night and sent bulk mail from our accounts, I couldn't sleep. Even the sleeping pill didn't work. Who would want to do something like that? And how did they get Marcy's email account password? She called up here complaining that she couldn't sign into her AOL/AIM accounts. Well, no, you can't once bulk mail's been sent out, because AOL puts a temporary hold on your account. I read James's weblog for today, and he said that he changed Marcy's password. To what? Why didn't he email me and tell me? What is up with James anyway?

I think I know what'll get me to sleep. I'll go stagger to the bathroom to brush my teeth! That should wear me out!!

Before I do that, I guess I should ask, What is going on with Jana and James? What's this "race line" that was suddenly drawn? Why was it drawn? Well, time to take a natural sleeping pill.

Day 1

I've decided to tack off the days as I go along. It might help make things more tolerable. Might. That's the key word. The only good thing that I have to say is I can take that Breast Cancer thing of my site here. It was depressing. It made me think of Jade up there all alone in that attic. Hiding out is NOT the way to go with cancer of any form. I'm sleepy now.

Halloween

Best. Halloween. Party. Ever.!! I have to admit, the party was great, and now I'm sitting here worrying about what's going to happen in the morning. When I have to go in to the hospital for Round 2. Round 2 of Taxol. Something that I don't want to do because last time it knocked me on my back. Last time, of course, Darren was sick and in the room down the hall from me. Was that really a month ago already? It seems like just the other day the damned half-nekked thing showed up all wet on our doorstep...

Well, I scanned all the pictures from the Halloween party. They're on my image source, if you know where that is, good for you. I'm off to bed. I had too much fun today.

Karma, Karma, Karma....

It's amazing what people cam get away with nowadays. Darren writing a post about how ugly Jade is... Dave writing a post about how much of a better medical student Bonnie is than Jade.... Where's the loyalty for Jade? That seems to have vanished overnight or something. Maybe people didn't see these things. There hasn't been any wars over this at all. Which I find quite strange.

Tomorrow's Halloween. I was told by my doctor that if I want to go to Jade's party on November 11, I have to go in for another dose of Taxol on November 1. That's a Thursday. The day after tomorrow. I know that I don't need pills any more, but this is ridiculous. When am I going to get well? Am I going to get well, or are these great docs just cashing in on Jade's insurance company? I don't think I want to know the answer to that. I made a point that I was going to go ahead and go to the Halloween party tomorrow. I didn't think that I was going to make it last year, and I know that I probably won't be celebrating Halloween next year. Do I hear Forever Young playing in the background here? I hope not. I went to Bonnie's birthday party. I was glad that I got to see her turn 21. And lose her virginity!!! Even if it was to a reclaimed homosexual who's spreading the Australian Super-Flu around like peanut butter......

**To all my e-pals: Thank you with all my heart. Please don't stop sending me your thoughts, your opinions, your stories, your inspitation. I read everything you have to say and it makes me smile... it makes me think, it makes me feel alive. I'll try to answer them all as soon as I can, it's just that I'm getting over an illness, and I want to be out there living.

Like Most Perfect People...

Carter showed up today. I considered appologising for what I said about him in a previous post that I can't seem to find now, which means that I'm going to have to do the archive thing again. But you get my drift. I still say that Carter's a girl. It has boobs for crying out loud!!! Well, it seemed like Carter was here to get Jade and have some sort of sex orgy, or so I thought. I then remembered that Carter lives here. Jade never threw her out when Dave moved back in. I scanned the house looking for Carter's bedroom, and I didn't find it. I went all through the second floor and third floor rooms. There wasn't any room for Carter here. That's when I seen Carter heading to the attic. Eeeek. No wonder Jade doesn't want to come down!

I've got a birthday present to go pick up... Besides..... Don't make a big deal out of Jade's gayness.

Oxygen Bubbles

I stopped the oxygen today. I look ridiculous with those tubes under my nose. It's not really helping, and I'm a lot less sleepy without it. I'm not sure when I'm going to go back to work, but I think that I'm going tomorrow. I can get around a lot better today, and I even made it downstairs three times! That might not seem like much, but it's good enough for me. I'm not going to go out and run any marathons or anything, but I'm going to try to get back to normal. I learned something while I was pratically a bed patient these last three days: The pills masked the hard part. I think I'm totally over the "hump" that everyone talks about with cancer. The sickness, the tiredness. I think I'm through the worst part. Pills. They're no good. I think I'm telling this to the wrong people.....

Sorry this is so short. I feel great, and I'm going to go out side and do back-flips or something.