What Have I Done?

Dave came and told me today that when I turn 18 this March, that maybe I should look for another place to live. It's not a money thing, it's about Jade, and the recent problems I've caused her. Of course she's alive! Who else would be writing in her weblog if she wasn't???? Dave never told me that the "death tale" was over because he moved his weblog and never brought it back to it's original place. I wrote that entry a couple of days ago for the sake of the stalkers and Dave's plan. However, I'm keeping my insights that I wish that those girls would leave Jade alone; get a life of their own or something. They're obsessed with her because of something that my ex told them. She's a royal bitch. I think she's the one who needs to get out when she turns 18 and not me.

I'm really sorry, Jade. I wish that I could take away the things that people are thinking about you, but I had no idea that they were still coming to my weblog. I knew the stalkers were, because that's just how they are. I moved my weblog back, because I wanted to show them that I wasn't afraid. Please forgive me.

Unbelieveable

Marcy was behind that? The sweet and innocent one? Ha! I knew that this had to be more then meets the eye. I knew that there was no way that Jade could have done the things that everyone, well, two nobodies claimed she did! Why am I stressing over this? It doesn't mean anything to me. Jules's hits have soared since one of the stupids thinks that they did something "bad". James and I can't stop laughing about this enough. Jules posted how and why they're both wrong, and it made them both look equally retarded.

Dave's here. I have to go.

All I Want

**PLEASE NOTE: This post was for the stalkers only, and was never intended for anyone who loves, cares, reads Jade's new journal, or anything else. I'm sorry for any trouble/confusion it's caused. Jade is alive and well.**


All I want are the psychos to leave Jade alone. They don't know. They can't know. Jules tried to tell us, but I doubt that anyone really picked up when he called Jade's weblog bogus. You see, there's a reason for that. Jade isn't writing in that blog. I'm not, either. I have no idea who is, but whoever they are, they're sick. My sister has been dead since December 9. That's what Dave lied about in his weblog. He talks as though he and Jade still do things together. I guess when you're online, no one knows if you're dead or alive, as long as your site is updated, right? So that person is writing in Jade's name, with Jade's font color. That doesn't mean that it's her. Anyone could be writing in that color. I could change my Blogger profile so that it says that my name is "Jade O'Dowd" but that doesn't mean that it really is. I'm sorry to anyone who thinks that this is "funny" or "good" or they're masturbating to their satanic/wiccan "God" over this news, but it's true. I know Jade is dead. I was there when she was pronounced dead. Anyone reading this blog and believing that it's my sister's words is severely sick, stupid, sad, and retarded. They also made themselves look that way to a real community (yes, Tulsa is a real town, that really exists!) that knew, loved, and mourned Jade O'Dowd, and these same people are pissed that one sick girl, the girl that you both talked to, would cause this ordeal because she hated and was jealous of my sister. That girl, Marcy, has since been thrown out of here. I have kept her AOL account open so that she won't be causing any more problems with it. James used to love Jade more then life itself, and when she died, a little bit of him died too. He thinks that the "stalkers" are part of the crew out there online to smear Jade's good name. They're just as innocent and stupid as a lot of other people out there, but I don't expect them to believe that. They might one day. And I really don't care what they think. I just wish that whoever is behind that would stop. They aren't/didn't help any. And I'll be the first one to that weblog to see the "magic" that's going to happen at midnight. If I can stay awake that long, that is. Suddenly I can't get enough sleep lately. Maybe I'm finally dying or something.

**Yes, I know that I have posted that Jade was alive and well in the past, but that was because I was getting strange emails and other things from the fake Jade. I assume it's the same person who is writing in that blog. They gave me hope. Their wording of things was Jade. But I know now that Jade is dead. I know that Jade was really in that casket, and that wasn't a fake-funeral. Sorry. This foot note is here to prevent people from sending me bitch-mail about how I'm contradicting myself. I just don't think it's a nice world to live in.... The world of "denial."

YAWN

It's too early/cold for this weblogging/internet shit. Not to mention I'm still hung over from New Year's...... 2000 that is!!! I need... something... pain killers? Musl-Lax sounds good.