"You're A Liar!"

Well, where do I start? Do I side in with Darren, James and Jade and claim that Jade was pushed off the roof and it was a set-up deal? Do I side in with Marcy and Jana and claim that Jade's mental and jumped? Or do I stay the hell out of this all together? I think I like that last choice. There are no right answers here. Something happened last night, that's for sure. James said that Marcy spent most of her time in the bedroom with the door locked, but that she ran out and turned off Dave's iMac, where Jade was exchanging IMs with Jana. Guess she didn't see that webcam there, huh? Well, James took screen pictures of Marcy turning the computer off. To me? That screams "GUILTY!!" a million times. Luckily, Jade hit the swimming pool and so far she's only suffered a hair-line fracture on her upper arm, and a concussion. She was her her ol' horny self today though. I'll take that as a good sign. Dave's home now. I need to go see what's going to happen about all of this.

Day 8

Homeward Bound
I wish that someone would come and get me. I'm freezing my balls off out here. At least it beats hell out of looking at those hospital walls!

Day 7

The Last Day
I'm not saying a WORD about the boil that sprung up on my leg last night. I want to go home tomorrow. I heard that Jade was out of the attic. You know what that means right? It means that things are okay. I have to remember to thank Darren for getting Jade out of that damned attic. It would be one thing if Dave would convert it into their bedroom or something, but there was no one up there but her. Scary. Almost as scary as James starting to dress like Darren and then claiming that he wasn't having sex with him. Tell that to someone who believes it, James!

Someone sent me a home-made CD. Whoever that was, thanks.

Day 6

Dancin' In The Rain
Copy-cat Dionna must have looked at my site and stolen my idea for sub-titles. I realized something while I was in here today. Jana turned six-months old the day that I was admitted to the hospital. Damn, these things get away with you when you're not keeping dire track of them. I'm sleepy again. I should get some rest before they come in with the sleeping pills.

Day 5

Laurenisbladin
James can't spell. That was the name of our confrence room today. It's supposed to say: "Lauren Is Bin Laden". But to me it looks more like she's roller blading or something. Disturbing. Almost as disturbing as the thought that I woke up last night having to piss. Now that made me think. Usually I sleep right through the pissing and let the nurses worry about it. Maybe this means I'm getting better? Or maybe not. People are suddenly being nice to me, which I can't seem to get comfy with the thought of. C'mon people!!! Treat me like shit! I'm used to it! I sware!

I still think that James should drop this grudge against Lauren. There's nothing that can be done now, and things would be much better if he'd just shut the hell up about it. And if he can't, there's always The OnLine Diaries where he can vent. If he goes there, Jana will think that the world is one big happy place. I feel sorry for her.

Damn, Donny Osmond's Sweet and Innocent is on, and it sounds like a Harry Potter song to me! I can say that too, cause Dave's not here! I guess I'd better go back to sleep... Just TWO more days of this crap.

Day 4

I Want To Be You
I can't believe the gall of the people online. Especially the fat and old ones who want to be young again. Notice I didn't add "pretty" in there. Everyone's young once. But some people will never be pretty. Even with plastic surgery. Some people go so far as to steal other people's pictures. Others? Well, they don't want to correct their mistakes. James, Jade, and once Marcy, told Jana how she could make the wrong things right this time. But she doesn't seem to want to. Why doesn't she want this angry mob, so to speak, off her case? Does she like this? James says yes, and that this is a lost cause, and we should all just let what happens happen. James also told us that Jana probably wants this kind of attention. Who would want a group of people posting online that she's a sick bitch? I know that I wouldn't want people posting that about me. All that it would have taken to stop this was for Jana to go to Jade's comments section of her weblog and post that she was sorry that she'd said all that stuff about Jade. But nope. She's going to take the other way out. What's the other? Darren said that he was going to help Jana, tell her how to make things better. But I think that James got to him too. Told him that nothing's going to help here.

You know what? James is right. I tried to tell Jana the truth, and you know what her reaction was? To put me on block. Yup, that's the right thing to do in this sort of a situation. Block people who tell you what the right thing to do is. I'm with James on this. Let's not help her. Why is she coming to teenagers for help on this sort of thing anyway? Didn't her parents teach her the right from wrong? Guess not. I've got other things that I need to work on. I didn't really have the time to sit here and write two paragraphs about how Jana's screwed up BIG time and for the LAST time, but I thought that I should be able to write about it. I mean, she's too much of a coward to come to our weblogs any more anyway.